Strength and sensitivity

I am not sure where to find my inner goddess. I am sure she exists. I bound her up in chains and keep her deep in side. I put up my outer walls with divergent conversation.

I possess an addictive personality. My enough button is broken in all aspects of my life. At night I attempt to fall asleep while thinking about my inadequacies.

Loving myself should come first. My vices of food, alcohol, games and shopping need to be curbed. I need purified and a contined focus on my well being. I am the only one who can change me and the only one who should be able to affect my moods.